hit a car today....teenyweeny bouncing thud...
Thought i'd knocked a barrel of NOah's Ark debris over.

I made her laugh.
The sister was far more concerned'bout crossing thouse Ize.

spanishamerican copster report wrritng with seriously thermalized undercarriage.

i smoked a lot afterward.
felt nauseated.

smudgy marr on the backleft.
not much to repair.

then i danced in my tap shoes with the other middle aged bouncing muthaz.

goddam...where are my people.

the dark daddy is cold to me now.
and i havent done much of anycreation like stuff.

will glue neon buttons to the black wood and spell out something sentimetal for xmas.

blah blah blah.

so little... a few spirts of laughter

blah blah

all othhhose years of waiting and thinking that it would be better one day.

and it is is lots of ways
not like i thought though.

so much to overcome at times...
just following rules in every scenario
social.....then isolated.

different entities
daddy companion
sick lover
impatient
gay thespian teacher
old friend
art thinker cyberman
girlfriend trying to maintain
great creator
so so so silly
and beautiful with that hair
God it feels good

little struggling one
born into struggle

Everywhere i look it's debris ridden
thoughts so incomplete
Bits of paper, and now there are 2 others just like me
no effing way to keep it under control
no money
jars of coins dumped into his pocket
whirling into the machine charging me to count it

How fucking brilliant....another idea not my own
LIke the ice man...tinkering engineer man
NOw in possesssion of aboat with a captain
"must remove shoes to come inside"
"must flush the toilets in the proper fashion"

and while all of this isso covetously luxurious
I just want the godddammed billz paid

goddam i'da been a great rockstar......daddy K

dollies all across the shelves

If only I had the focuss and talent to persist
the talent seems to be someone else.

and still the interruption continutes.

but I think the at prolificness is key.

lots and lots of you. on the page, or on the shelves, or on the computer.

flying by on train cars
hobos resting from their protective battles to defend their walls of asphalt and refuse coated treasure.

radio would be spirit tickle inducing as well.

HOw sci-fy for that baby to emerge from its mother.
goo in the eyes and mouth
sounds oftearing flesh, ripping muscle and slow low moaning/grunting...
defecation with no humility
the host desperate to release the balled captive
placenta depleted

big big BILLBOARDS......bill's boards

oh you sweet and defensive lamb.
I don't blame you
'tis their nature not to be trusted.

his deference is key.
the bloody children are screaming again.
agony over an uncooperative yammering shark

great!
now he's indicating instability
Like my brother....symptons of potential self destruction

bloody bloody bloody friend. won't let me help!!!!!!