i don';t knw how to get somwone elsa's post to show here

i've killed so many things
with good intent

hit a car today....teenyweeny bouncing thud...
Thought i'd knocked a barrel of NOah's Ark debris over.

I made her laugh.
The sister was far more concerned'bout crossing thouse Ize.

spanishamerican copster report wrritng with seriously thermalized undercarriage.

i smoked a lot afterward.
felt nauseated.

smudgy marr on the backleft.
not much to repair.

then i danced in my tap shoes with the other middle aged bouncing muthaz.

goddam...where are my people.

the dark daddy is cold to me now.
and i havent done much of anycreation like stuff.

will glue neon buttons to the black wood and spell out something sentimetal for xmas.

blah blah blah.

so little... a few spirts of laughter

blah blah

all othhhose years of waiting and thinking that it would be better one day.

and it is is lots of ways
not like i thought though.

so much to overcome at times...
just following rules in every scenario
social.....then isolated.